Ketika

Ketika...

benang-benang kusut tak bis di cari ujungnya

ketika ....
disuatu masa kesakitan itu..

Ketika....

langkah itu jadi batu sandungan.....

Ketika.....

kubus itu hanya sebuah kotak tak berguna...

Ketika ketakutan itu diselimuti duka...

Rasanya ingin kurobek dan kuhancurkan...

hingga hanya ada suka cita dan tawa yang terbentang.....

Sio Mama/Nanaku

Bangka Belitung Archipelago Tourism - Part V

Lirik Lagu Natal: When Christmas Comes

Lirik Lagu Natal: When Christmas Comes

LOVE POEM

LOVE is the mystery which from the first that no one can guess with whom we fall in love
LOVE is a gift which is mainly given to men but sometimes we misinterpret the feeling that love.
LOVE is the admiration of the beauty and joy of a feeling that can not be carved in oak
LOVE is the feeling that we share, love one another, accept each other, exchanging thoughts no lie and most of all open with each other honestly.
LOVE is a feeling of loss when our soul mate is not on our side.
LOVE is where happiness and sadness together we can endure until the end of life

Is this all to happen now?

in fact love is just a great dissension and hostility.
which is not really necessary because love conquers all.
However, if no crystal ball can be sustained this life let him roll without any defects and an endless slander.
Leave the stain and rangkailah beauty back. Now behold that Love will give a different flavor. And it might be more meaningful and alive that sense of belonging.

Because LOVE is like drama of life and no one can know with whom and how we fall in love ....

Sometimes a pass like the wind at night
moment that he passed and disappeared

just enjoy what is felt, look at the way it is sweet and gentle greet your heart and life ..

LOVE OF A WORLD FULL OF DRAMA LIFE

Christian Bautista - The Way You Look At Me

~~ BAGAI BINTANG-BINTANG = UX SINGERS ~~

Bagai Rajawali

true worshipper - sungguh nyata

true worshipper - sungguh nyata

.......::::::: KUKAN TERBANG - True Worshippers :::::.......

Betapa Hebat - True Worshippers

new life

mempelajari segala sesuatu yang baru itu ternyata susah juga.

tiap hari ada saja kupasan tentang bagaimana menjalani kehidupan dalam konteks yang lain .

dan aku menjalani semuannya dengan senang hati dan tanpa beban. yang pasti aku harus menyelesaikan semua persoalanku dengan hati dan pikiran yang tenang.

GROWING UP IN LOVE

cinta..

dalam hitungan waktu membuatku takut

kadang aku berkata

apa itu cinta?

membuat hidupku hancur

namun saat ingin ku bungkus ini dalam tulisan

cinta...menghampiriku

namun dalam koridor yang berbeda

tak seperti cinta yang biasa

cinta dalam konteks

memiliki dan dewasa yang berbeda

dalam kacamata yang berbeda

cinta ini dapat di kategorigan cinta dalam kematangan

kenyataan hidup

membuat irama dari cinta itu pasti

dalam kemasan yang cantik dan manis

semoga...

GROWING UP IN LOVE

cinta..

dalam hitungan waktu membuatku takut

kadang aku berkata

apa itu cinta?

membuat hidupku hancur

namun saat ingin ku bungkus ini dalam tulisan

cinta...menghampiriku

namun dalam koridor yang berbeda

tak seperti cinta yang biasa

cinta dalam konteks

memiliki dan dewasa yang berbeda

dalam kacamata yang berbeda

cinta ini dapat di kategorigan cinta dalam kematangan

kenyataan hidup

membuat irama dari cinta itu pasti

dalam kemasan yang cantik dan manis

semoga...

Harapan dalam langkah

Langkahku...terhenti sejenak

mendengar deburan hati yang tak berirama

stop...tak ada satupun yang melihat

ku yakin debaran ini akan membunuhku

atas kegeraman, kemarahan, kedengkian..entah apa lagi

namun aku takut melihat

sosok bayanganku jadi gelap..

dimana tempatku???

aku meraba dalam kencangnya kehidupan

ternyata... tetap ku sendiri

melangkah dan menatap

mencoba menembus bayangan gelap...

sedikit kutemukan secercah sinar

senyum terpasang dalam bingkai bibirku

dan aku yakin Tuhan tetap melihat dan memperhatikanku

serta memberi perlindungan dalam kegelapan ini

Harapan...ku letakkan dalam tanganMu yang indah

merangkai hari-hariku dengan manis

dan ku yakin temaku besok akan berbeda

dalam derap yang lemah gemulai

dan goresan serta iramanya menjadi syahdu dan indah di telinga...

Harapanku...

hanya Dia yang di Atas dapat mengaturnya

MY STRENGHT

I tried to brave whatever the situation .. ..
I try to smile despite the heavy ...
I try to stay in weakness ..
Because I know God does not it make me fall ..
Even if the storm is passing me ... I hope I am strong stand ..
For a variety of wave me through ..
make me strong like a tree
Do not stand on shaky ..
Do not stand there with no smile ..
Let your enemies all around us ...
But one that we must remember
God with us ...
ants, He noticed the bird ... He saw ... while we are pupils

He must have noticed

Believe me ... He would not let us destroyed ..
but He will give us the strength to the walls and a stout shield
and no one is going to destroy him

bicara dengan angin

Kembali ku terjebak dalam cerita lama
lelah aku mengalaminya
namun harus aku lewati
semua atas kesalahanku
Mengeluh tak ada guna
Teriak pun tak ada yang mendengar
sesak dada ini tiada ampun

Kereta agro telah lalu dari hadapanku
Tapi masalah itu tetap berlaku di mataku
masih bermain di hadapan ini
sampai kapan ini berakhir
aku mau keluar dari masalah ini
semoga semuanya lancar

HUh, penat rasanya
oh...angin jangan badai lagi lewat
namun hembusan lembut mu
menghilangkan tiap sampah-sampah yang berserakkan di hadapanku
sehingga aku seperti dulu lagi
bersih tanpa cacat dan cela
angin....
berhembuslah... jangan biarkan ada sisa
tiup yang jauh
dan jangan biarkan kembali di hidupku
karena kelelahan ini
membuat otakpun tak bisa bertindak

God was incredible

What a beautiful day ... God gives us grief n love in life. fact until this moment .. nothing changes, but one is certain. God still gives breath of life for us ... that He still wants us to change, shaping us as He will. Though stubborn and selfish we sometimes become a stumbling block .. But believe me God will give strength to our lives until next time ..

Along the way life is definitely a sharp steep valley we have passed
sunami waves of life we face have also
but one which I believe is
that the gods are always with me
not the slightest step in notice not
every inch of her life to hold.
God was incredible ..

MY KIDS

These are my children
My happiness
I arrange them these days
hopefully they can grow into a good boy and the fear of God
The laughter and jokes they make me stronger
and how stupid people who do not know
that children are gold
and they are the future of this world
anger I make them understand that life needs to struggle
I hope they realize that
God keep my kids
Make them smart kids and always defend the truth in love affection

little note 2

When my eyes are in the ocean of your eyes
I Leave my heart in your diary
across the ocean sea life
I put my head in your chest
I reach for happiness with you in the cage tonight
God only knows how many and we missed the full moon
laughing and joking with the smile of happiness ...
-grated grated eroded by which you planted wounds in my heart
although not visible with the invisible
Apparently it had been engraved in the heart
how happiness is just owned myself
I just wanted to ask on the moon
asked the crow who fly from one island to another
asked sun every morning came to visit
asked the swaying grass
the flowers in the garden
Will they find love?
I just wanted to ask where it goes?

Without I think my tears fall
I was busy looking for heart pieces
yanh broken
However, he
busy looking for their identity
eventually I lost everything
grated it can not be polished again
the wound can not be in the drug again

only a fragment of it remains a bitter tale story

And I beg you stop.
I'm going to go far, fly with flowers scattered weeds
find a new place ...
in which none who knew me
I'll rearrange the remaining pieces of liver
to me more like a jug shape is formed into a beautiful vase
so everyone can see my carvings
still the same as previously

pure as the Lord wanted

LOST HEART

Dispensing the remnants of broken heart ...
carve out the beauty in the remaining time round?
paint a new scene in a gray cloud?
What can I shape and I'm good again?
splinter shards flying everywhere ..
fast tropical storm
faster than the storms of life do not exceed this

And incredibly. God did not let me fall.Will we be like the prophet Job.
at war with life
But God is with him
and defend it until the happiness in the arms back
I need a new power, new spirit
to walk in the path of this new time
until I could breathe
and happiness that I get back

Shania Twain - Forever And For Always - Lyrics

From This Moment On - Shania Twain - Lyrics

JULIO IGLESIAS Mano A Mano(Tango)

Julio Iglesias "Crazy"

Ruth Sahanaya - Bicara Cinta

ruth sahanaya mengertilah kasih

Kelabu

hari ini tak seperti biasanya
mendung memenuhi langit cakrawala
disana hanya tampak gelap..
awan pekat memenuhinya
senandung kekerasan terdengar
menggelegar di langit
dengan membahana
situasi ini
membuatku tersekat
dalam bilik tak berpintu
arah kebenaran tak menemukan titip apinya
mencari di lereng bukit persoalan
menyusuri tepiannya
namun gulungan keruwetan tergeletak disana tak bergeming
berontakku melihat tembok itu
berharap ada orang lain menolong membukanya
dan menyingkapkan kelabu itu dari langit-langit kehidupan
siapakah engkau???
dimanakah engkau??
akankah terselamatkan ??

STORY OF LIFE

I began this story with a sad story
through the trap after trap life
free learning from the Lord make this
so mean
sometimes life is bypassed with sweat juice
sometimes with tears depleted
anyone no one knows what happened
other than God the creator of the universe

we always give good
instead rewarded with a crime
sometimes a friend or friends or relatives also
could put a trap for us
This real world
There is not anyone who could guess

cruel world
learn to let go of everything
in life
and let the Creator of this
work in our lives ..
see and watch the magic happen

NEW STORY

there was a new thrill in my heart
I found a shady place
I saw in depth
I figure what I need to find
and that smile
me looking at your beautiful eyes

I doubt the wonderful statement you said
too sweet for me to enjoy
you enter the sides of life
slowly but surely
you cultivate a new story
but I still hesitant step

you say nothing much
but the beauty reflected there
consciousness was walking along time
as time goes
I already feel the vibration
and ashamed to admit it

great expectations beautifully written in my note
but I know
your eyes speak volumes
provide shade that smile of inexpressible
but only I knew
for whom your heart is

I hope God is my witness everything
that will keep me
and the patient was in the pen My life is still blurry
and I do not know
what will be written in it
I hope that hope is in the hands

and we can travel together
through distance and time range of existing
we shall see in reality
that this story would not have eaten away the time

ENJOY YOUR LIFE

life is a journey
where there are tears and laughter
where there is sweat and hard work

life is a struggle
where there is extra energy
to make it so successful struggle

life is a reality
where if there is a mirage
just take a lesson

give a free lesson in life for us

to our shared
for us to enjoy together
for we had together

holding hands
pass through this river of life
past the tiny waves of the river of life

but when we followed it
banks enjoy
enjoy the sunshine that beamed from the sidelines dedauanan ...

we saw in the middle of a struggle sweat
tears amid hardships
a speck of hope
that emanated from the Creator of this universe
and he was the one who will determine
who the winner in the ring
this journey of life

smile
and look at this world
Let the world see the beauty that God created this
be a free school
for residents of this nature

bahasa kasih 1

There is one word that sometimes we forget
I love you
expression which sometimes made us feel
prestige to be disclosed
especially when love is taken in a high awareness
especially when love is taken in a high awareness
that there is a need that language in his life
attempted to others it is mandatory Fun
but learn to respect ourselves is also mandatory
because we need it in our lives.

pelabuhan yang khalik

dikesunyian malam itu
rembulan dengan malu-malu menampakkan sinar temaramnya
bak putri dari khayangan
menyembul keluar dari keramaian awan gelap
seakan hendak berkata
" bolehkah aku keluar dari peraduanku?"
Sang khalik mengizinkannya terjadi
dengan tersenyum rembulan keluar
diiringi gendang dan tarian anak manusia di dunia sana
dibalik dedauan yang padat
sejumput anamk manusia memainkan tangan mereka
dalam pukulan gendang dan rebanan
menyampaikan syair-syair keindahan,
syair-syair cinta yang menggelora,
mengungkapkan keindahan yang mengalir bak air sungai
yang tiada henti mengalir
suara-suara merdu terdengar manis di telinga
keyakinan yang teguh mengAgungkan
sang Pencipta dunia ini
menyampaikan terimakasih atas Cinta yang dia berikan
Cinta yang di rasakan seperti bunga dipadang belantara
tak terpelihara namun bersemi
dan mengeluarkan wewangian dari kuncup demi kuncup
padang ilalang pun memperdengarkan keindahannya
gemerisiknya bersatu dengan daunan dan suara kidung cinta malam itu
Anginpun dengan malu-malu berhembus
mengikuti irama keindahan dari tabuhan gendang
oh....silarakayabaashi
keindahan yang Sang Khalik Atur
betapa mengagumkan dan
tiada satu katapun dapat terucap dengan indah
menggantikan perpaduan nuansa malam ini...
lauyahabaashi


elshe22052010

FOOTSTEP

I know there are water-clear on this shore
every day through its sides are still clear
make this a peaceful heart
fact of life that contrast
make the anger that exploded

sweet lips unspoken
empty cans only
no volume contains no
love it like a barren land
although watered but will be dry again

I'm looking for that devotion
My testing continues from day to day
but that there was disappointment
the imprint and uncontrollable
burning trash

in nature mirage
I fell into an uninhabited world
tapaki my new love in the land
hopefully I find peace and happiness
thirst for peace with the shedding of heaven

माय लित्तले notes

These days a lot of lessons that I took from a little trip of my life.
that anyone in this world will never know what we're dealing with.
everything is always blamed our presence.
when we sincerely and interact live closely together in love.
only God who understands all our problems.
we are totally submissive attitude and focus only on the strength of God.
that's key.
Sure believe, He will become a strong shield for our lives.

One Breath Love

This afternoon breeze
fused with the taste and hope
cool down my love of space
fulfill my chest cavity
waiting for the uncertainty makes me upset
but with one word
You gave me peace
and my soul and my breath was understood to be one
but if I can I touch you
I do not even like to touch it
because love is deeply rooted in my heart
you might enjoy in time
we're putting the hopes and ideals with
staring at a better future
for us
I m waiting on the corner of this life

BAHAGIA

MELANGKAH GONTAI BAGAI TAK BERTULANG
MENYERUAK DALAM KERAMAIN YANG KACAU
NAFASPUN SERASA TAK TERTARIK LAGI
AIRMATA PUN HANYA SIMBOL
KEANGKUHAN DIRI

KENYATAANNYA KAU HANYA SEBUAH FATAMORGANA UNTUKKU
MELANGKAH DALAM BAYANG SEMU
DALAM KETIDAK PASTIAN YANG GELAP
MIMPIPUN TAK MENJADIKAN INDAH
DALAM MASA DEPAN YANG SAMAR

KUBAGI KEINDAHAN INI DALAM TANGANMU
NAMUN TAK KAU SAMBUT DENGAN HATI IKHLAS
KUBERI KEBAHAGIAN INI DI HATIMU
NAMUN KECURIGAAN DAN KEBENCIAN
KAU TANAM LEKAT DI HATI ITU

DENGAN SABAR DAN TEKUN
KULANGKAHKAN KAKI INI UNTUK TEGAR
MENCARI JARUM DALAM SEKAM
KATA ORANG LAI
NAMUN AKU TAK PERDULI

KUYAKIN ITU HANYA UCAPAN TAK BERMAKNA
NAMUN SEKARANG
AKU MENGERTI ARTI DARI KESIA-SIAAN ITU
NAMUN TAK KUBIARKAN SENYUM HILANG
DIA AKAN SELALU MENGHIASI WAJAHKU

DAN SEMUA AKAN LIHAT
SEBUAH PENGORBANAN DAN KETEKUNAN ITU
AKAN MENDATANGKAN KEBAHAGIAN
BILA KITA BERHENTI MENGELUH
DAN RENDAH HATI ITU KUNCI "BAHAGIA DARI TUHAN"

beauty of the meaning of love

Love is not just a word
which makes us feel good
Love also brought us the devastation in
**************
Love is not just knitting vocabulary
Who only see the happy and sad silence was
Love is great significance
***************
When we learn to share with each other
Love it would be more meaningful if we learn
appreciate what it means sacrifice
But if the sacrifice was only a figment
and only required to tears
Love will lose the real meaning
*************************
Love is not just sweet words
which came out in the form of love tunes
but beautiful knit dalamm deepest recesses
see the smiles and happy
we both see the sacrifice
is something precious in this life
************************
The world will see
Love the real beauty
and we prove that love is still there
not for mere sadness
But the happiness it will be adorned and beautifully painted
in the brush, the Creator

elshe
11052010

I M YOURS

ME is yours

Along TIME WALKING
Down the aisle TIME
Tired stepped IN DOUBT
BUT glimmer of hope
DAY TRIP IN motherless

FIND ME THAT RAY Conditioning
HEART THAT ONCE IN A calm me down
I'M FEELING fly in space
COMMON BIRDS FLY IN THE AIR
AND FEEL THE MEANING OF FAITH

LEARNING TO LOVE AGAIN
LEARNING TO TRUST SOMEONE BACK
LEARN TO MY HEART BACK Restructure
LEARNING TO SEE REALITY
LITTLE DOUBT BUT LOOK there

Are there any REAL ALL THIS
MY FEAR TO SAY YES
BUT HOPE IS STILL MINE
BELIEVE ME AND MINE EQUIPMENT
BECAUSE GOD SO GOOD TO ME

ARE YOU FIND ME
Although TAK real to me
LEARN to trust you even though KU KU TAK touch
Even though you AWAY FROM ME
BUT YOU'RE ALWAYS around me

IN DREAMS arm NOW THESE ARE NOT REAL
Keep HOPE HOPE BUT ...
PRAYER NEVER missed me
YOU HERE ME PLEASE
Say hello to me EVERY DAY
Skip WITH THIS WORLD THAT SWEET SMILE

LOVE WALKED IN BEAUTIFUL PELANGI
Greet the Day With DIBIBIR SMILE
UP AND feel the warmth
FLOWER-FLOWER GARDEN IN THE BACK blossomed Fall AND EVERY YEAR
WITHOUT boredom
LOOKING beautiful eyes that made me shudder

gunung kehancuran

perjalanan ini serasa melelahkan
meniti pesisir pantai persoalan membutaku mual
ketidak pastian membuat kolong-kolong hati hancur
menatanya pun menimbulkan keengganan
secuil cerita jadi kerikil tajam
tapi menoreh luka yang dalam

tersirat keangkuhan yang tinggi
setinggi gunung kiminjalu
dengan dada terangkat
kesombongan itu menyelimuti langkah yang buntu
namun senyum mengembang disudut bibir ku
membayangkan lemahnya keangkuhan itu

melongok keatas gunung itu
membayangkan semuanya adalah sia-sia
membuat meringis hatikui
apakah semua ini membuatmu
tak bergerah untuk mengubah semua kesombongan itu
ku takut hanya ada kehancuran di masa depan

SIMPEL

coretan-coretan kanfas ,

menyiratkan arti yang sangat dalam...

tak semua dapat mengerti membacanya..

segelintir manusia yg dapat mengerti...

Gerakkan tangan pelukis bak penari balet..

ygt meliuk-liukkan tubuhnya mengikuti irama musik...

Namun pelukis melukis mengikuti gerakan hati dan fikiran...

takkan selamanya diam dalam keheningan..

suatu saat kaki kuatnya ..

kan melangkah menuju pameran lainnya sampai ditemukan kenyaman yang tak terpikirkan...

SIRATAN HATI

di ujung jalan itu..
kutemukan sebercak nada tak bersuara..
diam dalam kebekuan yang tak kumengerti...
tunduk dalam arti yang tak tentu...
mata kosong tak bermakna tertulis disana...

meraba bongkahan diamnya ...
timbulkan kesedihan yang mendalam..
riak airmukanya mencerminkan kerinduan yang mendalam..
mulut hendak berucap..namun seribu ragu mencekam...
bimbang menggerogoti alam fantasinya...

dendang melayu terdengar dari pos ronda....
sejumlah puan-puan mengayunkan badan..
ikuti irama rancak yang beralun...
sosok diam tergerak mengiringi irama...
namun senyum kecut pun tak terlihat disana....

hanya kesepian dan ke kosongan ...
memancarkan suratan hidup
anak manusia yang terkoyak...


**elshe***
090310

K.U.T.I.L.A ( noda)

Manusiakah engkau...
Punya hatikah engkau....
Aku meraba kegelisahanmu...
pura-pura ku tepis bayang mu..namun semu...

Ragu dengan mulutmu..dan aku pun ragu menetapkan langkahku padamu...
Senyummu merontokkan hatiku...

itu dulu...

Kali ini senyum mu itu terasa pahit dan hambar...

berdua kalian....

membuatku yakin,
bahwa apa yang diharapkan dan impikan
kandas dalam bahtera yang karam ditengah samudra

Tetesan air mataku..menjadi senjata kurang ajarmu...
Hai orang-orang diluar sana..tersenyumlah..
tertawalah sampai puas...

Namun kalian akan terperanggah.......
bahwa yang kalian tertawakan...
telah jadi batu karang yang teguh....

Ternyata samudra ini menyaranku melewati samudra ini sendiri..
bersama dengan permata-permataku..
Walau petanya tak kutemukan sekarang..
Namun arah yang Dia beri pasti takkan buatku tersesat lagi..
Kekuatan dari Sang Khalik...melewati petir di langit...
melewati topan badai..
Semuanya itu membuatku KUAT dan TEGAR...

Semoga kalian tahu Luka ini ku bawa sampai mati...
Suka pun ku bawa seumur hidupku...
Satu hal semoga noda itupun hilang...seperti badai yang melewatiku...
dan tak berbekas....



**elshe**
040210,morning

titik -titik air turun tak tertahan...

dari sekumpulan awan-awan hitam....

dalam kegeraman dan petir menggelegar....

semua membuat ketakutan yang mencekam...

Haruskah benci ini tertuang ,

bak badai yang menghantam ..

agar kau tahu betapa kebencian itu,

telah terselimuti oleh pekatnya awan hitam..

walau setelah itu ada pelangi yang menyembul dibalik gemuruhnya,

Namun maaf jadi kata yang tak terampunkan...

kebencian itu telah meracuni lorong-lorong kerasnya batu gunung..

belajar menjadi sebongkah batu ..

membuat keteguhan yang memncarkan kasih...

biar dendam ini ...tersapu oleh badai yang lewat..

semburat kasih menjadi hiasan pelataran 

menimbun kebencian yang terkuak..

**elshe**

8-3-2010

MARET KELABU

Luluh lantah tulangku.....

ngilu-ngilu menggerogoti sekujur tubuhku....

lemah aku dipersimpangan...bingung menjalar ke otakku

menyadari belahan jiwaku telah hilang..

terduduk lunglai menatap kepingan hatiku benar2 hancur...

seember air matatak dapat mengembalikan maduku....

lukisan-lukisan yang kuukir bersama jiwaku.....

lenyap hanya karena kata tak ada pegas...

satu persatu mengalir tanpa ada pengemudinya..

sampai tersadar dipersimpangan ini hanya ada kekosongan......

namun ada 2 jaluryang terbentang...

harapan kembali terkembang..

kemanapun kaki menapak...

permata-permataku menjadi indah dipandang sang Khalik dan manusia..

mentari diufuk barat bian indah...